Both Ends
Friday, June 17th, 2016From Friday Mom – Erin:
I have perfected sleeping sitting upright. At least three times in the last two weeks I have nodded off at my computer while trying to finish work late at night. Fortunately, I have not yet fallen asleep on the actual keyboard, but that could be coming.
Work life balance is a complete misnomer. It is a fiction that we tell ourselves to try to stay sane in the daily effort to organize chaos.
Why do we do it?
Because the chats with Rory on our way to school and work are fantastic. Because the hugs when I get home for bedtime are divine. Because there is value in our children knowing and understanding the sacrifices that we made to be there for them no matter what, but still being very good at what we do when we are not at home.
Does that make having to explain why I have to go to work on the weekend easy? Of course not. But I make sure to explain that I get paid to help people solve problems, and sometimes problems don’t happen on timelines we can control.
For now, Rory seems to get it. I know that razor thin balance will shift over time, as will his willingness to accept my inability to be omnipresent. And I know I will repeat the same coming to terms with it a year or two later with Charlotte. Whether it will always be this busy, I have no idea. My only hope is that if things do stay this way, they will realize and appreciate all that goes in to keeping our little family afloat. Even if that recognition is 30 years down the road when trying to find their own balance– that will be just fine.